mune ni idaku kimi he no kotoba
胸に抱くキミへの言葉
These words I hold for you in my heart,
itsuka tsutaetai na
いつか伝えたいな
Someday I want to say them to you.
koboreru binetsu takanaru kodou
零れる微熱高鳴る鼓動
My fever was on the rise,
hajimari wa wakaranai kedo
始まりは分からないけど
I didn't understand where it began,
ichido kidzuita kesenai omoi
一度気付いた消せない想い
but when I realised my inerasable thoughts
uso ni wa mou dekinai kara
嘘にはもう出来ないから
I couldn't lie any more.
deaeta no ga arifureta guuzen da toshitemo
出会えたのがありふれた偶然だとしても
Even if it's a coincidence that we met,
tokubetsu na imi wo kanjiteru
特別な意味を感じてる
I can feel something special.
kimi no soba ni irareru koto wo
キミのそばに居られることを
To be able to stay by your side,
itsumo kami-sama ni kansha desu
いつも神様に感謝です
I'm forever grateful to God.
mayoi no nai kimi no yokogao
迷いのないキミの横顔
At your unfaltering face,
zutto nagamete itai
ずっと眺めていたい
I want to gaze forever.
kimi to futari sugosu jikan ga
キミと二人過ごす時間が
Passing time together with you
yuruginai chikara wo kureru yo
揺るぎない力をくれるよ
gives me a steady power
fui ni ukabu kimi he no kotoba
ふいに浮かぶキミへの言葉
Suddenly, these words for you came to mind,
itsuka tsutaetai na
いつか伝えたいな
Someday I want to say them to you.
Emergency Room
Thank you very much.
Ama-san.
Ricchan.
How's Asa-senpai?
She's fine.
She'll get better after two or three days of rest.
I see.
So don't worry.
Right.
Ricchan, do you have some free time?
Let's talk a little bit.
The
Un
ato
Un
na
ato
The
na
ble
Un
ato
na
ble
Sin
ble
Sin
Kaede.
I'm sorry.
Kaede.
I...
You should...
...just die!
I hurt someone dear to me again.
Even though I swore I'd never do it...
I'm sorry.
What's do you want to talk about?
Hey, Ricchan, do you like Aa-chan?
Well, uh, that's so sudden...
Oh, come on.
Be a man.
So, do you?
Oh well.
Be ready to tell me someday.
I feel sorry for her.
When she's around me, she's always smiling.
But sometimes I wonder if she still hates me for giving birth to her.
Why?!
Why did you give birth to me like this?!
That was so mean!
Aa-chan...
Why do I have to suffer so much?
Why do I have to feel so much pain?!
It would have been better if I hadn't even been born, if it was going to be this hard!
It really can't be helped.
She's suffering so much because of me.
That's not true.
She doesn't hate-
It's okay.
I just want to do as much as I can for her right now.
Ama-san...
Ricchan, please look after Aa-chan.
Yes, this is Fuyou.
Rin-kun.
Kaede, I'm still at the hospital.
I'll be home late tonight,
so go ahead and eat without me.
Okay, we will.
How's Asa-senpai?
Right.
I see.
Don't push yourself too much either.
Rin... chan?
Asa-senpai.
Good morning.
You were doing this the whole time?
I'm sorry.
Would you keep holding it?
But I don't want you to stay in the hospital forever.
You should say "yes", even if you don't mean it!
Don't you understand how girls feel?
Guys feel embarrassed about things like this.
We say "no", even if we don't mean it.
Rimu-chan...
Kaede, the lights are...
Don't turn them off.
Rin-kun will be home soon, so don't turn them off.
Welcome home, Rin-kun.
Thanks.
Um, how's Asa-senpai?
She's okay.
It's just her usual thing, so she'll get better in no time.
I see.
Rin-kun,
I got your school things ready.
Sorry, I'm going to sleep now.
Now that I know she's fine, I feel tired all of a sudden.
Are you going to skip school?
Yeah.
Can you somehow deal with Ms. Beni for me?
Okay.
Rin-kun!
Kaede, what about school?
Um, I forgot something...
I see.
Then, I'm off.
Are you going to the hospital again?
Yeah.
Why?
Why do you have to do so much?
So much?
Why?
Why do you have to be with her so much when you're not even a doctor?
Hey, what's the matter, Kaede?
Why?
What are you talking about, Kaede?
You've been acting strange recently.
I'm sorry.
Here's your lunch.
Eat up, both of you.
Wow.
Let's eat!
But are you sure about this?
About what?
Shouldn't you be eating the food the hospital provides you?
But you can't get better unless you eat good food.
Right?
Besides, I'll be discharged tomorrow.
Are you okay now?
Yup, the doctor said so.
I'll rest up today and be back to normal by tomorrow.
Besides, a certain someone will keep skipping school and using me as the excuse if I stay here too long.
Your grades are borderline as it is.
You'll fall even further behind me if you fail this year.
But you're about to graduate.
You're so hopeless.
Have you picked a university yet, Ricchan?
Thanks.
I'll just go wherever I can get in.
If anywhere is fine, then couldn't you go to the same uni as me?
Oh, you know...
I just thought it might be fun to enjoy the campus life with you.
Oh, but you can't enter the university I'm trying to get into with your current grades.
Yeah, yeah.
Fine then.
I'll go study.
Oh, but you don't have to do it now.
Oh, Rin-chan, waiting a day or two more won't make that much difference.
Starting tomorrow, when our minds are fresh, let's study hard together.
So for today...
Go "aah..."
To Rin-kun
Warm your breakfast before you eat it.
Kaede
It used to be... just me and him...
This is so nice.
It's such a luxury to have the opportunity to do nothing.
You're not bored?
Nope.
Having things to do,
being busy,
and having fun...
Those things are good.
But even when I slow down and relax, I still feel alive.
Why are you telling me this, all of a sudden?
When I was younger, I used to spend more time in the hospital than I did out of it.
Doing absolutely nothing made me feel like I was wasting my life away, so I hated it.
Asa-senpai...
So, I wanted to do whatever I could when I was feeling well.
Like learning all sorts of different recipes.
But rushing through life isn't the only way to live.
I feel happy now that I can slow down and enjoy it.
Senpai...
It's all because of you.
Yup, it is.
Well, I'll be off.
Yup, see you later.
Thanks, Ricchan.
Excuse me, then.
Bye bye.
I'm home.
Welcome home, Rin-kun.
It's a bit early, but dinner is ready.
Sorry, I'm not hungry yet.
Go ahead and eat without me.
I see.
Then, let me get the bath ready.
No, I'm going to go lie down first.
I didn't get much sleep.
Sia-chan and Rin-chan dropped off their notes from class earlier.
I left them on your desk.
Yeah, thanks.
Yes.
Rin-kun.
What's up?
Um...
How's Asa-senpai?
She's fine.
She'll be discharged tomorrow.
I see.
Asa-senpai...
...used to be very distant from Ama-san.
But now they're so close to each other.
I see.
Senpai regrets hurting someone so important to her.
Ama-san's also very concerned about Senpai.
I see...
It's just...
Their thoughts aren't connecting somehow.
How is that different from me?
You're always concerned about people who are suffering.
Kaede?
Maybe I should suffer more?
What are you talking about, Kaede?
No, it's nothing.
Rin-kun!
Kaede!
Hey!
What's going on?!
Please...
Please!
Please don't go anywhere.
Kaede?
I want to keep taking care of you.
Please don't go any further away from me.
I will do anything for you...
Stop it!
Rin-kun!
Wait!
That's not what I meant!
I'm sorry!
I was out of my mind!
Please!
Rin-kun!
Wait!
Please wait...
Rin-kun...
It's my joy to take care of you.
You're ready to decide.
And yet, you stay with them.
Do you really think anyone will be satisfied by such an indecisive attitude?
Everyone is trying to step forward on their new path.
So you can't be like that, Rin-chan.
What have I been doing all this time?
Wasn't I supposed to protect Kaede?
Didn't I want to help Asa-senpai?
And Sia, Nerine, and Primula, too.
I wanted everyone to be happy...
But were you serious about that?!
You idiot!
Didn't you notice anything until now?
Didn't you see anything?!
What about it, Tsuchimi Rin?!
Damn it!
Damn...
What was I missing?
What did I do wrong?
Maybe Rin-kun didn't forgive me after all?
I was so cruel to him, so that can't be helped.
What am I supposed to do if he's gone?
I just wanted to make it up to him.
I just wanted to serve Rin-kun forever and ever...
Really?
Was it really for Rin?
No, that's a lie.
I just want to stay with him.
Did you tell him that?
That you wanted to stay with him?
I have no right to tell him that.
Kaede...
I can't be loved by him.
Even if I love him, I have no right to be loved.
Are you really okay with that?
I want to stay with Rin.
Rimu-chan...
Oh, rain...
It was raining that day, too.
Have I drifted this far?
Good.
This is the only thing I can do,
so I'll keep doing this.
I just want...
I just want things to be as they were.
I just want Rin-kun to be happy.
So I'll accept whatever he wants.
It doesn't matter if he's in love with Asa-senpai,
as long as he's here.
I'm home.
Welcome home.
I was worried about you.
You'll catch a cold.
Let me go get the bath ready.
Kaede.
Yes?
I've... decided.
What is it, Rin-kun?
I'm...
...thinking about leaving this house.
futari de aruiteru
二人で歩いてる
Together we walk,
futari de sagashiteru
二人で探してる
together we search,
demo hitomi ni utsuru no wa
でも瞳に写るのは
but reflected in your pupil...
yurameiteiru kimi no katachi
揺らめいている君の形
...is your own flickering form.
kimi to boku to no aida ni aru no wa
君と僕との間にあるのは
In the moments we were together,
yume tachi ga mazariau noizu no umi
夢たちが混ざり合うノイズの海
the dreams blended into the sea of noise.
kawaranai mono
変わらないもの
Those unchanging things...
kimi no naka ni dake ikizuiteru
君の中にだけ息づいてる
...live on only in you.
sekaijuu de dare mo sawaru kotonai sono takaramono wa
世界中で誰も触ることないその宝物は
In the whole world, nobody could touch that treasure...
kitto kimi no tame ni nani yori tsuyoku kagayaku kara
きっと君のために何より強く輝くから
...for it surely shines brighter than anything, for you.
Preview
Where Feelings End Up